Bingham, New Mexico.
Anastasia's filling up the car as I suck down coffee in this truck
stop. Hungry trucks growling on the pavement. Inside, the waitresses
sway with coffee pots through the beams of sun that stretch to
the tables and glint off plastic salt and pepper shakers. Outside,
US380 stretches out forever in a continuous ribbon of asphalt.
I get up, pay, and drop the spoon into my coat pocket. We're a
hundred miles out of Albuquerque, twelve thousand miles from the
Euphrates.
I open the diner door and a wall of dry heat comes between me
and Ana. She pulls the pump nozzle from the tank and the gassy
haze steals her hands from my view. Her hands carry the nozzle
back to the pump, place the gas cap back, and close the lid. She
looks at me and smiles like a child. There's something real between
me and her, more than just this trip, the car, the dirty truck
stops, the coffee, gas, and torn road maps. There's more than
that, but she doesn't understand it, and I don't know if she ever
will. |